silentdecay

The Pain Of Creation

keep it real
good as drink is
of good and bad
what a shame
loved but hated dreams
believe vs experience
ghost
open your eyes
strong like this
my jesus mercy
keep it real
mosh pit in me, mosh pit in you
we've found some glue that'll stick to you
you'll never walk alone on this fuckin' catwalk in this blackened abyss

feeling one step closer to that which we ever wanted

the feeling with you, this feeling is true
I know my men - I know my ladies
please keep it real and stand hard as steel
and if we left you you are safety
good bye, good bye madness
good bye, good bye all we submit!
good bye, good bye brothers
good bye, good bye all my pit!

never change your look just for them
you are a part of this and back again!
so stand up now and keep on slamdancing with them again & again!

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good as drink is
why should not write a song about some special times?
why should not write a song about some fun in this life?
what is this here? a burial or a party?!
where is the beer, the chicks and all that the cops shouldn’t see?
let’s sing a song - about sex, drugs and rock’n’roll!
we done it all - it’s time now to get out of control!

good as drink is - sex lasts longer!
good as drink is - you feel stronger!
good as drink is - smoke gets smoother!
good as drink is - it ends in thirst!

let’s sing a song - about sex, drugs and rock`n`roll!
we’ve see it all - we’d rather die instead than stay controlled
let’s have fun! all other ones can leave us alone
yes, kiss my ass! be quiet now and don’t call me on the phone!

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of good and bad
when I look to the right
I see an angel on my shoulder
but even look to the left of course
I see the devil with a folder
he starts to read me out this list
this list! theese notes, when angel causes problems
I've never thought that this list could be so long
and on my right - someone starts crying

we love it to love - it's like beauty and the beast

welcome to this game of good and bad
to this fabulous slideshow
it doesn't matter if you feeling sad
or are alone with your sorrow
these games of good and bad
since from the day when nobody's dead
we can't say no
and it holds on tomorrow!

could it be? is it true? could it be? are you shure?
that this is the truth, my devil
my right shoulder gets wet - I feel tears
cannot believe that this could be
I drop my friends away while going insane
all I believe in - equals pain?!
as I awake, confused and wet
a folder lays beside next to my bed

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what a shame
do you know that feeling? you think you're going mad
cause her ass gets too big and she never looks like a pussycat
I know what i'm saying cause i'm feeling this way

have you heard about this feeling of standing between, of standing twice
one girl on the left, one girl on the right
you can choose or you can drop this decision to the side

drop it to the side! drop it to the side! you can drop this decision to the side!
yes, I feel the same - oh what a shame! oh what a shame that I´m feeling the same!

ok - let's go! my inclination has won
and I jump in bed with them one by one
my moral conflict says: "hello" and I confess it to my fellows

I must confess, I must confess it before I explode!
yes, I feel the same - oh what a shame! oh what a shame that I´m feeling the same!

sometimes it's hard - sometimes it's easy
sometimes you cannot believe in god
sometimes it's hard - sometimes it's easy
sometimes you're lost thought by thought

now we meet to talk about it, we have some drinks, more than allowed
in the end of this story I'm standing proud: we're three in the bed and playing around!

oh what a shame! oh what a shame! oh what a shame!
yes, I feel the same - oh what a shame! oh what a shame that I´m feeling the same!

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loved but hated dreams
this is a dream - you know it!
oh what a glorious mind
this is a dream - you know it!
what kind of answers you will find?

"hey dude, how are you doing?"
my deamon says and she
put her legs around me
and I push deep and let it be

these horns are mine
these horns belongs to me
in these dreams, in my dreams
I love you
I hate you!

this is a dream - I know it!
what's going on inside?
this is a dream - I know it!
with answers I wouldn`t never find

while fillin up my horned maid
I observe another mind
says: "why don`t you fuck your real wife?"
than I awake escaped from life

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believe vs experience
still searching for the cause
I have to tell you an old story of myself
starry-eyed as I had been
thought all first that came along - is the best for me within

I died for whisky, beer and drugs
in a music, in a message that sucks!
and the fun of it all made me believe
that this means all I could receive

past days, come on, give me your hand
I wanna show you a world out turned by this land
lets direct your switchboard in this stream
respect the difference and find esteem

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ghost
I feel a ghost in my neck
a ghost on my mind
the ghost is me!

What can you do when I capture your brain and
all what I want is to be free
so let it be...

The Answer is near
the answer is you
Oh it’s deep in your mind
Let’s try to find yourselve again!

Fire is in my legs
blood is on my mouth
What lives in me?

Yes I am here to set you free from the pain and
all what you want lives in me
so let me free!

so let it out
so spit it out
lets try to find yourselve again!

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open your eyes
"open your eyes, please don't hide!"
a voice speaks side by side
this history book in my hands
shows me a world where all visions end
mamas crying cause their babies are dead
died by bombs dropped by "thunderhead"
sick injustice in the background
and we have party and dance around

I'm searching for some lyrics
I can throw down on this song
I'm listening to my speakers
I have lost and they have won!
my sadness turns to madness
cause my brain's completely closed
this state of mind I can never find
when I look down on this world

yes, what I've seen I describe as bad
and if I turn away I can go to bed!
we don't care cause we celebrate pop
let's be poiliticians on the top
while we fishing the sea dead
murdering lives and looking sad
while we're praying for the new
I`m still preaching this to you

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strong like this
sorry if I don't handle with care
these are words that have to be spoken
you and your followed believe
in a future that's lost on this way
ghettos around your wall-street shows your feelings for us and your visions

you hate us
no one paid us
you make us strong like this!

there are so much of us, so many brothers around me
evolution is not such a big thing
please wake up and be what you wanna be!

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my jesus mercy
here I stand alone again
stare into that face again
the mirror can't lie
not these eyes
in my darkest hour
my demons rise

all that I am doing to you
is just what I have to do

could it be?
felt al capone like this?
with hundreds by his side but still alone?

I'm so sad, so sad today
justice never left me - it's blown away!
my hand on my gun, it's time to play...
my justice is gone - it's gone away!

all that I´m doing to you
is just what I have to do
I follow my own rules
believe in my own truth
you can trust in me
as I can trust myself

here I stand alone again
stare into that face again

you made me your leader
you made me your hunter
you chose to be prey

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